Friday, April 23, 2004
To Be Deleted Later
Hi I had a coffee and now I feel like typing stuff non-stop so here goes. Well I used to hate it when 5 other people would be playing their instruments while I was at the piano, but I play better when I think noone is listening, or maybe its just because I can't hear it... anyway I have been hanging out there alot lately and I do like the people, not the snobby ones but the ones that are as crap as I am.
Hmm in that birthday book that Karina has, it says that everyone with birthdays on May 21 are egotistical so no wonder I'm obsessed with having something to say about myself and stressing the f*** out whenever someone misunderstands me or my actions. Well I got that off my chest.
Let's see, what else do I really have to say...
I'm letting go of the future for the time being because I have neglected the present for too long and its time to start really enjoying life again, just like I did when I was at Henry Kendall. No more ambitions, ever!! I really don't think there's anything wrong with being a bum in Thailand for six months, absolutely nothing wrong with it at all. Its time to stop listening to your parents, children, and live your own lives. Don't let anyone design your life on your behalf because its not always going to be right for you.
And for the biggest cliche ever, never EVER EVER listen when someone tells you you can't do something, there is no way you can do something, or that what you want to do is stupid, or that you weren't 'meant' to do something, or that you have to 'wait a couple of years' to do something or whatever. Even if they use some semi-sophisticated form of reasoning to present their argument. These people have issues that they are imposing on other people and you need to get away from them! I know its hard, especially when you have grown up believing that you have to listen to these people, but you have to break free and surround yourself with people who are going to say, "When do you leave?" rather than "be realistic" when you tell them you are going to go and live with the pygmies. Even if it doesn't work out, trying to get there is where the fun lies.
If you are not hurting anyone or committing a crime, then noone ever has any right to oppose or try to stop what you are doing.
If I was the autocratic ruler of my own country, I would have anyone with a spirit-destroying attitude beheaded straight away. Although if anyone opposed this, they would have to be beheaded too so I'm not sure how successful this system would be. ¶ 16:38
Hi I had a coffee and now I feel like typing stuff non-stop so here goes. Well I used to hate it when 5 other people would be playing their instruments while I was at the piano, but I play better when I think noone is listening, or maybe its just because I can't hear it... anyway I have been hanging out there alot lately and I do like the people, not the snobby ones but the ones that are as crap as I am.
Hmm in that birthday book that Karina has, it says that everyone with birthdays on May 21 are egotistical so no wonder I'm obsessed with having something to say about myself and stressing the f*** out whenever someone misunderstands me or my actions. Well I got that off my chest.
Let's see, what else do I really have to say...
I'm letting go of the future for the time being because I have neglected the present for too long and its time to start really enjoying life again, just like I did when I was at Henry Kendall. No more ambitions, ever!! I really don't think there's anything wrong with being a bum in Thailand for six months, absolutely nothing wrong with it at all. Its time to stop listening to your parents, children, and live your own lives. Don't let anyone design your life on your behalf because its not always going to be right for you.
And for the biggest cliche ever, never EVER EVER listen when someone tells you you can't do something, there is no way you can do something, or that what you want to do is stupid, or that you weren't 'meant' to do something, or that you have to 'wait a couple of years' to do something or whatever. Even if they use some semi-sophisticated form of reasoning to present their argument. These people have issues that they are imposing on other people and you need to get away from them! I know its hard, especially when you have grown up believing that you have to listen to these people, but you have to break free and surround yourself with people who are going to say, "When do you leave?" rather than "be realistic" when you tell them you are going to go and live with the pygmies. Even if it doesn't work out, trying to get there is where the fun lies.
If you are not hurting anyone or committing a crime, then noone ever has any right to oppose or try to stop what you are doing.
If I was the autocratic ruler of my own country, I would have anyone with a spirit-destroying attitude beheaded straight away. Although if anyone opposed this, they would have to be beheaded too so I'm not sure how successful this system would be. ¶ 16:38
